My story to the ascension awakening

Since my spiritual ascension awakening l have had many people ask me questions about the ascension process like, when does it start? How long does it last? Why is it happening? and what for?

The ascension awakening is waking us up to an understanding of who we really are, why we are here, and what our purpose is, and begins when we literally start to wake up to life and look at what’s going on within and without us. It’s like our eyes, heart and soul begin to see and feel that there is more to life than we currently have, which leads us on to seeking answers.

To understand how and why the ascension process begins, l’m going to explain how my life journey led me onto my path to the ascension awakening, and l am sure many of you will relate.

My whole life l have been interested in spiritual and paranormal subjects wanting to understand and learn everything l could, sometimes along my path l hit dead ends and blockages due to doubts, and too much questioning, and through research, experience, and experimentation with subjects l was learning and questioning it would either lead to further doors opening to new knowledge and learning, or the current open door would close and another new one would open for more subjects to learn. It hasn’t always been easy and at times l would either be ‘sitting on the fence’ when l was unsure and undecided with something, or right in the thick of things spiritually, or right in the deep end of feeling like nothing made sense, it’s a huge learning curve but l wouldn’t have wanted it any differently as l love my spiritual path l am on now.

Regarding when l became aware of the ascension was back in 2009 after a serious illness that affected by organs and my immune system and came from literally nowhere. After countless medical tests that lasted a year nothing was found and this left me wondering why this was going on with my body, it was like my body was shutting down. Around this time l was also in a difficult relationship that ended badly, and on top of the medical worries and questions with what was going on and not finding any answers this ended up with a spiral into deep depression where l literally gave up on life in a way at the beginning of 2010. The depression became so bad that l lost my job, friendships and even my family seemed to turn their back on me as they didn’t understand why l was in this state, there seemed to be no compassion, support, understanding and love from anyone which added to the spiralling depression.

It was during this time that l found out who were my real friends at the time, l had only two friends that helped to pull me out of my depression and of course myself too, and one of these friends was a new friend who l only started talking to during my depression and l met through my other friend who helped me, they became my life saviours, my angels l call them. These two special friends are both Christian, and at the time l was on one hand very sceptical of Christian teachings, and on the other hand curious as some of Christian teachings are very similar to my own beliefs so this made me look into Christianity for a while during my depression. The words, support, guidance, encouragement and comfort my friends offered me, and the power of prayer are the two important things that helped pull me through my depression and bring me back into my inner light. Through these two thing they helped me to look within, open up my heart, value and love myself, l did so much healing within that at last l was free of the dark place l had been in and saw the light at the end of the tunnel, this light entered my life in a most profound way.

 l prayed every day, and every night for months and months praying for release from my dark place l was in. One night when l was feeling extremely low and literally at breaking point l prayed and prayed asked for release from my pain and sorrow, l prayed for help, prayed for a way forward, prayed to bring my soul back from the dark place l was in, l was crying and praying asking and asking for help, pleading and pleading, crying my heart out, wanting release from this life as l couldn’t cope with these feeling l had anymore, and at that point at my lowest point in my life is when something amazing happened, it was night time and the lights were out in my room as l had been trying to sleep, and then suddenly a blinding white light filled my room, my eyes and my heart were instantly filled with this powerful white light the sensation and feeling was like nothing l had ever experienced before. The feelings within were so intense, but so beautiful, and instantly calming, full of love, peace, and extreme joy, it was such a wonderful feeling, as only moments before l had felt so opposite to these beautiful feelings, at this point emotions flooded out of me it was such an incredible feeling, this was around June of 2010 which l look back on now as when things changed in a big way spiritually, and catapulted my life forward in a very positive way, my new life had begun.

The next day was the start of my new spiritual journey. l carried on praying and began thinking about my illness and all the things that led up to that point in my life, this led on to my research into spiritual awakenings. l found out many wondering things during my research but it came to a point when l was doing so much that l was hardly sleeping as my quest to find answers and truths became almost obsessive. Now this is what l look back to as a funny part to my ascension journey, just as l was finding answers and getting somewhere my computer literally blew up, it was like my computer couldn’t take anymore, you could say l frazzled its brain J l had no computer and no way of doing my research at first l was devastated and became frustrated, as l had no money to buy another one, and no money to keep going to an internet shop, so all l had access to was an hour a day at the local library. After about 3 months  a friend gave me a reconditioned computer all was great at first then a month later the same thing happened again it blew up, this is when l thought ok so those in spirit, my guides and the angels don’t want me to do this right now but why? So l looked within for an answer and l heard this ‘stop doing all the research, and get out into the real world and start living’ This made sense as my crazy research mentality was keeping me on the computer most of the day and night, l was actually starting to become ill from the lack of sleep and lack of decent food.

So after two computers blowing up on me in 3 months, and the clear message from my guides l decided to stop all research and just get out and about, see the real world, and meet new people, and by doing this l found an amazing spiritual church that helped me move forward on my spiritual life path and on my ascension awakening too, as through the spiritual church l met an amazing lady who runs development circles and other events, she took me down a new path that opened my spiritual heart further, as by sitting within development circles with other spiritual people it opened my spirit to many wonderful experiences, and more teachings, growing and expanding my awareness on every level.

After a while of spending quality time in the real world and amongst other spiritual people l received another gift of a free computer, and by this time my hunger and quest for answers through research had abided as the ascension awakening questions had begun which led to a lot of new spiritual doors opening for me, which led to starting up my Facebook page called Inner Calling, and through this my ascension journey began in earnest, and l haven’t looked back since because when we start on our ascension journey nothing is the same again, it transforms us in so many ways and awakens us to an understanding of who we really are. It helps us to see what needs changing in a mental, emotional, physical and spiritual way, it helps us to be in tune with self, others, and the world around us, it helps us to understand all energy  forms, our own energy, others energy, Earths energy, and the universal divine energy too.

The ascension is changing our physical bodies and transforming our mind, body and soul, allowing us to let go of any unwanted residue in our subconscious, our psyche, and on a deep soul level, even down to past lives and karmic links, its realigning our energy, changing our DNA structure, opening up parts of us that has been closed for far too long especially our heart, which through the ascension process teaches us that our heart is our new feeling center, and through our heart we connect our heart consciousness to all that is, we learn to understand that we are all joined as one and are all co-creators in this miraculous life of creation, joined to the creator to create our reality.

We all have the chance to bring in the new world, through our collective consciousness of heart consciousness and love and light divine consciousness we can bring in the new world we all seek, one of peace, joy, and love that will lead us to be able to flow in the abundance river.

The ascension awakening starts usually from something dramatic happening in your life, through an accident, illness, depression or other serious life changes that catapult us to look at our life and go with in, and trigger us to truly awaken and want to know more about ourselves and life, why are we here, what for questions that begin our journey onto the ascension path and one towards enlightenment, all our answers to life and ourselves are within you just need to become alive, aware and awake to start your inner ward journey to miraculous life changes that will bring huge rewards for your soul growth.

l teach ascension energy workshops, and offer energy healing, if you have any questions about this article and/or the ascension awakening please feel free to contact me by email or on my Facebook page Inner Calling

Blessings x Wendy x